And God laughed...

It was a dream I want to remember.

In it, I was railing at God; 

really letting him have it –

and, yes, I do that a lot; 

don’t worry He can take it.

I was letting Him know about my insecurities, 

my fear for the future -

a future that HE turned upside down, BTW – 

and how scary it is that I’m being asked
to leave all that I’ve known 

for a future I can’t see; 

a future that’s so unformed
and nebulous.  

I was crying, 

lamenting about leaving my ‘dream job’… 

at which point God chuckled 

and responded – 

"Dream job? 

Child, you’ve got to dream bigger”.

I woke up smiling.

I want to remember that God sometimes loves us too much 

to leave us where we are.

He dreams bigger;

and, with His help, 

so can I.